I get married on a Tuesday!

I've been getting a lot of shit about our sudden wedding. Especially since we decided to go the Vegas route. But I love it! It sounds so fun. I just hate that they feel like I owe them something, like I need to make it so they can make it. But I have to admit I did this last minute thing because I honestly did not want this big wedding that we were planning. I didn't want a hall or a church or catering or 200 people I don't even care for watching me get married. I love this plan of getting away and getting married in this cute chapel (its so pretty )in front of my parents, my siblings, and a few of my close friends. One who I recently reconnected with, who we had a fall out in high school. It's intimate, sweet and short. And then we all get to celebrate together and party in Vegas. Stephen loves the idea too. I just wish everyone would understand, it's not my style, not my personality to have this big wedding. If they don't understand it fine, but at least respect it and not talk down to me or make me feel bad about our decision.

Old Friend

This year has started off to be interesting. I got home today and checked my face book. I saw a message from my old best friend in high school. I mean she was like a sister to me and I was very cruel in that high school way to her. Which I am quite ashamed of. She messaged me saying how it's a new year and we are different people from back then and if I wanted to meet up for coffee. Of course I said yes.I'm interested to see who she is now and how she exacts to the person I am now. I expect it to be awkward since I haven't seen her in about four years. I just hope a new friendship blossoms with this meeting...

We shall see.

My First Real Piece

I had done so many before I never finished because I thought they weren't good enough , weren't "Artistic" . But then a couple of days ago I thought, well don't we all have our own views what art is? So I went to get some paint supplies and this is what I got.





I actually like it, the whole time I painted this (which was on New Years Eve, while a party with all my family was going on in the house, as I locked myself up being anti social) I was thinking of my relationship with my Dylan. I saw it as a mother protecting her baby, her little soul that is very much apart of her...

Hmm..Yeah.