So today is Tuesday. I'm watching something on tv. I finally got a hold of Joana! Her and MandyBlackberry are suppose to come down today. Now I'm just waiting on Mandy's text back, Joana say's she will try to come down. And if she doesn't come down, Mandy doesn't either. Well I hope those girls come down. Speaking of texting, Mandy the other night said something about me always texting and not calling people. And Joana said I should call like normal people. Haha. I realized that I don't really like talking on the phone, with anybody. I dont know why, maybe I've been traumatized by something, but wouldn't I remember it?
I miss my friends already. Joana, she's just so fucken awesome. Funny not wait Hilarious and random. I remember the first time I met her, I was dating Jedi and he took me to his spot during lunch and it was so awkward. Anyways Joana was the only person to come up tp me and talk to me. And that was it basically. We've been close friends since then. I've always felt bad for the way I treated her sometimes. When she was dating Andrew and he was a bitch to her and I would be mad at her for always ditching me for him. And hell, I let her know that. I could never forget the one time she came up to me (Andrew and Her had broken up) and she wanted to know if I wanted to have lunch with her. I was with my friends and I told her "No, you always ditched me for your boyfriend and now that he's not here , you want to hang with me." And she walked away. I felt like such an ass. But I felt like she needed to know. Recently she told me, she was glad I was so honest with her, because she realized how she was. But I could never get over how mean I was. The other night when we left Mandy's house, I was drunk and she was alright, we talked about our friendship and I remember just saying how we can not see each other for months and when we finally get together, it's like we had not spent time apart. I guess thats true badass friendship.
And Mandy, everyone needs a Mandy in their life. If you don't have one, I feel so sorry for you. I've know Mandy for a while during high school, but we rarely hung out. And there was drama with Juliana and her, not that she knew of it , HAHA. But whatever girls like Juliana are lame. Besides the point. It was my 19th birthday and Juliana, a girl who was suppose to be like one of my best friends, she never called me. It bummed me out a bit ya know? And then Mandy texts me , we meet up, I bring my vodka with us to her house. And basically , as I see it, she kinda threw me a mini party for my birthday. Before eveyone arrived, me and her were drinking and talking. And I did the one thing I never do. Opened up and talked about my dad. Now the only friend that knows is Joana. And it felt right to tell her, because she's a unique person that I knew I could trust. Besides that she just so much fun and chill. And we get along really well and and and she rules.
I think I'm running out of words.
P.s Love you guys!
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