So why am I so stressed about this trip to Stockton next month? Oh yeah, DYLAN. I am a list person sadly, I like writing list. I've written like 5 list so far and lost them all. I tend to lose things. I'm stressed over this 4-6 day trip in November. We are taking the train up there. Will be our first time traveling more than an hour away from home with Dylan. So much things to think about, bottles, diapers, enough clothes, etc etc.
On another note, I am having some problems with some older family members. Apparently they see my life now being about having babies, just because I have one child now. Before Dylan I was a no child person. I did not see my life with children. I love children, but at the time it did not seem like a likely choice for me. And Dylan happened, it was just that, he happened. Was not really planned and we were safe. Shit happens. Plainly. I love my son and would not change having him for the world. Do I want more children? We have talked about this and figured that in the next few years, we want to spend improving our lives, getting great jobs,and parenting Dylan. I had a c section with Dylan for serious medical reasons (I was on the verge of having hypertension and Dylan stopped growing in me at 36 weeks)and I am not sure I want to go through that again. It was painful and my body still has not fully recovered.
But I really try just to ignore there comments, theses are the same people who insist women need to know how to cook to get a man.
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